Weekend realizations.
Because I tend to stumble upon self-realizations when I am a social butterfly rather than a socially lazy sloth…..
- Edibles are probably my weakness. It’s a good thing I’m way too lazy to make them. I don’t get high that often (because of training & college), but I think for me it’s good to do every once in awhile. I am naturally a very hyperactive/anal/high strung person so it’s nice to slow down for a bit. To notice the small, wonderful things in life that I never notice. To just relax, and get the feeling that everything is going to be alright, regardless of the petty bullshit that I usually get so hung up over.
- I am a sapiosexual. I cannot be with a man who is unable match me intellectually, no doubt about it. However, when this is added to the laundry list of traits I look for in a man, it probably makes me even more forever alone. It’s even worse when I meet a charming, attractive man who I can casually flirt with but realize that nothing meaningful can come of it realistically.
- There is no reason I should feel bad when encountering a guy that I turned down. Even if he attempts to make me feel bad for turning him down, and calls me a bitch who friend zones- I AM NOT. Because I think the nice thing to do is be honest with a man instead of leading him on. It’s not fair to a guy to do that, he also deserves someone who honestly has feelings for him.
